but you'll fight and you'll make it through

again, i hate:

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 05:03:13 GMT

1) authority!!
2) the future wife beaters of america club
3) uncultured nimrods
4) yoda.

i love:

1) the office
2) developed photos
3) new musique
4) sexy amy winehouse pictures.

LOVE MY LIFE.

i love

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 01:55:02 GMT

being idolized.
young "love"
is a beautiful thing.

i hate

friendship =\

but i LOVE
my new shit from chinatown =D

great day.

stop

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 01:50:37 GMT

playing.
it is not funny anymore.
i am not your pet.

fucked up!

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 05:04:50 GMT

FUCKED.UP.

that's my fucking life! that is all there is to it.
all there are are flies, and text messages, and full boxes, and deleted entries, and cigarettes, and kissing
and all i want is her.

Tue, 29 May 2007 20:47:29 GMT

hey lj, longtime no talk!
happy birthday to me =)

also

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 03:17:04 GMT

i don't like how any of you have become
and i'm glad my baby will always be there for me.

to my closest friends:

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 02:33:20 GMT

get lost.
love matt.

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 05:36:45 GMT

i guess it's pretty obvious you are too cool to talk to me and my lame friends, aren't you?

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 23:11:59 GMT

i don't understand how you could say
only like
half a year ago
that i had to get a job
and now tell me school is more important
then tell me i have to keep my job
in the same conversation
when i would rather not keep it and focus on school and school related activities
but you say i can get more involved in school
and i could mold my hours
to fit my school hours.
but how important is this job, that i HATE, that gives me no interaction with anyone except BOOK after BOOK after BOOK and complaint after complaint after COMPLAINT after pretentious coworker after pretentious coworker after JACKASS COWORKER,
SO FUCKING IMPORTANT?
i like school
i like it and it's not a bad place, but i don't want to be there after school in Anime Club with people i hate, or in French Club with a language i can't understand. and now all of a sudden you seem to be invested in MY future? like it ever mattered before?
what interest did you take.

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 04:27:18 GMT

lonsome
=/

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 22:07:35 GMT

how come everyone i know is just so stupid?

wow 10 minutes till i start work and i'm writing a livejournal entry.

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 21:52:14 GMT

francis stewart needs to not bathe in cologne if i have to sit next to him in math till school is over.
and i got a 90 on the regents.
go matt
you are just too sexy.

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 18:12:41 GMT

to anyone out there, anyone at all:

i really really don't like where i am at right now.
but i like mary a lot.
so i think i'll be ok.

a couple of quick points

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 02:34:12 GMT

1) 4 new cds purchased today:
Cat Power: Moon Pix
Bright Eyes: Lifted or The Story is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground
Devendra Banhart: Cripple Crow
The Oohlas: Best Stop Pop.
all are fantastic.
2) I am still hopelessly, hopelessly in love with someone i shouldn't be.
3) i need to hate less people i DON'T know, and start hating the people i already know, and hate.

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 03:50:41 GMT

i dont think there is anything lonlier
than watching Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
and reading a book about incest
on a saturday night.

but there is nothing better.
nothing.

and mary giacobbe is my best friend
and i love her.

we are nowhere

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 00:45:04 GMT

and it's now.
=(
not a successful first day back
most definitely
not.

i think i'm gunna start using my deviantART more
so i'll link it later
if anyone wants to read any of the [EXTRA] writings i
well
write.

p.s. to hannah
i LOVE you.
SO much.

morbid matt'll be around for a couple days
and once he's gone
low-key matt
is taking over
indefinitely.

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 05:49:35 GMT

i think i'm in love.
=)

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 03:28:31 GMT

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carrie_-_The_Musical

this is why i was put on Earth
to get the rights to Carrie-The Musical
and bring it to life once again.

I JUST KNOW IT.

ipocrita

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 04:59:59 GMT

flame thrower mouth
spewing lies
upon the unsuspecting public
of your closets friends.

is it true that once
long ago
you felt that you could
deny me?

it is a cruel
and unusual fact of nature
that people refuse
their first passion

for something more exciting.
more MA rating.
more independant.
and more and more pathetically

in love.
will you
someday
desert us?

i wonder if you understand
that i lust
for someone so opposite you
to squash the memories

that once englufed me
and tore me
to
shreds.

she is beautiful.
you are not
mine
and i do not mind

because i have
something better
than you could offer
for my table.

if she is mine
and she cannot be
then which
do i want more?

you might think
you can spew your embers
of love onto me
and you will be

forgiven.
but is it really that simplistic?
one hand for her
one hand for you

one hand for her
one for my other
one for you
it is no longer your hand.

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 06:28:02 GMT

ecstasy.
=)

omg. lucas and peyton. FINALLY.

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 02:43:10 GMT

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA god am i hilarious.
lauren beltramo said i looked like a meth adict today.
i think my life is complete.

bands you have listened to before.

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 02:50:09 GMT

RADIO ROCK

[ ] Nickelback
[ ] Disturbed
[ ] Shinedown
[x] Seether
[ ] Sevendust
[ ] System of a Down
[ ] Flyleaf
[ ] Staind
[ ] Drowning Pool
[x] Taproot
[ ] Mudvayne
[ ] Audioslave
[x] Trapt
[ ] KoRn
[x] Three Days Grace
[ ] Evans Blue
[ ] Godsmack

COUNTRY

[ ] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[ ] Hank Williams Jr.
[ ] Shania Twain
[ ] Johnny Cash
[ ] Willie Nelson
[ ] Merle Haggard
[ ] Hank Williams

PSYCHOBILLY

[ ] Nekromantix
[ ] Tiger Army
[ ] HorrorPops
[ ] The Cramps
[ ] Mad Sin
[ ] The Meteors
[ ] Reverend Horton Heat
[ ] Demented Are Go!
[ ] Batmobile
[ ] Guana Batz
[ ] The Gun Club
[ ] Klingonz
[ ] Hellbillys
[ ] The Phenomenauts
.

POP

[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Madonna
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[x] The Veronicas
[ ] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrera

EMO

[x how embarresing.] Hawthorne heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Fightstar
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] From First To Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[x] Dashboard Confessional
[ ] Dear Whoever
[ ] Funeral For A Friend
[ ] Silverstein
[x] The Used
[ ] The Spill Canvas

ORIGINAL EMO

[ ] Circle Takes the Square
[ ] Dag Nasty
[ ] Rites of Spring
[ ] Moss Icon
[ ] Orchid
[ ] Saetia
[ ] Comadre
[ ] Indian Summer
[ ] Joshua Fit For Battle
[ ] Texas is the Reason
[ ] Sunny Day Real Estate
[ ] Hot Cross
[ ] Mineral
[ ] Yaphet Kotto
[ ] Funeral Diner

AMBIENT

[ ] Brian Eno
[ ] Labradford
[ ] Global Communication
[ ] Harold Budd
[ ] Lustmord
[ ] Solaris
[ ] Steve Roach
[ ] Vir Unis
[ ] Gas
[ ] Tangerine Dream
[ ] Delerium
[ ] Stars of the Lid
[ ] Steve Reich
[ ] Fennesz
.

CHILLOUT

[ ] AIR
[ ] Zero 7
[ ] Thievery Corporation
[ ] Massive Attack
[ ] Royksopp
[ ] Portishead
[ ] Boards of Canada
[ ] Sneaker Pimps
[x] Frou Frou
[x] Imogen Heap
[ ] Mandalay
[ ] Carbon Based Lifeforms

INDIE

[ ] The Hush sound
[x] Death Cab For Cutie
[x] The Killers
[x] Elliott Smith
[x] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[x] Belle and Sebastian
[x] The Postal Service
[x] Bright Eyes
[x] Franz Ferdinand
[x] Modest Mouse
[x] Cursive
[x] The Arcade Fire
[x] The Shins
[x] The Decemberists
[x] Sufjan Stevens
[x] Neutral Milk Hotel
[x] Iron & Wine
[x] Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
[x] Bloc Party
[x] Minus the Bear

METAL

[ ] Amon Amarth
[ ] Dimmu Borgir
[ ] Carcass
[x] Children of Bodom
[ ] Emperor
[ ] Carpathian Forest
[ ] Arcturus
[ ] Opeth
[ ] Ayreon
[ ] Cannibal Corpse
[ ] At The Gates
[ ] Burzum
[ ] Therion
[ ] Mayhem
[ ] Necrophagist
[ ] Darkthrone
[ ] Celtic Frost
[ ] Gorgoroth
[ ] Satyricon
[ ] Death
[ ] Finntroll
[ ] Anaal Nathrakh
[ ] Testament
[ ] Atheist
[ ] Bathory
[ ] Deicide
[x] Slayer
[x] Metallica

METALCORE

[x] As I Lay Dying
[x] Atreyu
[ ] Lamb of God
[x] Killswitch Engage
[ ] Unearth
[ ] Throwdown
[ ] Becoming the Archetype
[ ] Between the Buried and Me
[ ] Norma Jean
[ ] Zao (OLD ZAO.)
[ ] Converge
[ ] Botch
[ ] Bullet for my Valentine
[ ] Still Remains
[ ] Bleeding Through
[ ] Trivium

HARDCORE

[ ] Bane
[ ] Looking Forwardx
[ ] Sick of it All
[ ] Madball
[ ] Agnostic Front
[ ] Gorilla Biscuits
[ ] Good Clean Fun
[ ] Donnybrook!
[ ] Champion
[ ] Casey Jones
[ ] Black My Heart
[ ] Hoods
[ ] Minor Threat
[ ] Death Before Dishonor
[ ] The Warriors
[ ] Bishopx
[ ] Too Pure To Die
[ ] Sinking Ships

POST HARDCORE

[x] Thursday
[x] At The Drive-In
[x] The Blood Brothers
[x] Alexisonfire
[x] The Fall of Troy
[ ] Glassjaw
[x] Chiodos
[ ] mewithoutYou
[ ] Drive Like Jehu
[ ] Sparta
[ ] Botch
[ ] Bear Vs.Shark
[ ] These Arms Are Snakes
[x] Coheed and Cambria
[ ] The Recieving End of Sirens
[ ] He Is Legend
[EW.] Scary Kids Scaring Kids

GRINDCORE

[ ] Napalm Death
[ ] Nasum
[ ] Pig Destroyer
[ ] Cattle Decapitation
[ ] Agoraphobic Nosebleed
[ ] Cephalic Carnage
[ ] Anal Cunt
[ ] Fuck...I'm Dead
[ ] Ed Gein
[x] The Number 12 Looks Like You
[ ] Discordance Axis
[ ] Aborted
[ ] Ass?ck
[ ] Job For A Cowboy
[ ] Ion Dissonance
[ ] Genghis Tron
[ ] Cryptopsy
[ ] DYINGFetus
[ ] The Locust

DOOM/SLUDGE/EXPERIMENTAL

[ ] Neurosis
[ ] Sunn O
[ ] Oxbow
[ ] Red Sparowes
[ ] Swans
[ ] Pelican
[ ] Isis
[ ] Zeni Geva
[ ] Cult of Luna
[ ] Today Is The Day
[ ] Godspeed You! Black Emperor
[ ] Crash Worship
[x!] Explosions In The Sky
[ ] Grails
[ ] Culper Ring
[ ] Tribes of Neurot

POWERPOP

[x] Hellogoodbye
[x] The All-American Rejects
[x] Fountains of Wayne
[x] Head Automatica
[x] Weezer
[x] Panic! At the Disco
[ ] Jellyfish
[x] Teenage Fanclub
[ ] The Lashes
[ ] The Lost Patrol Band
[x HOW EMBARRESING.] The Click Five
[x blech.] Cute is What We Aim For
[x] Wilco
[ ] The Exploding Hearts

PUNK

[x] Rancid
[ ] NOFX
[ ] Bad Religion
[x] Misfits
[ ] Anti-Flag
[ ] Sex Pistols
[x] Alkaline Trio
[ ] Dropkick Murphys
[ ] Pennywise
[ ] Millencolin
[ ] Operation Ivy
[ ] Descendents
[ ] Dead Kennedys
[x] AFI

POP PUNK

[x] blink-182
[x] Green Day
[x] New Found Glory
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Relient K
[x] Sum 41
[x] The Ataris
[x] The Starting Line
[x] Simple Plan
[x] The Offspring
[ ] Lagwagon
[ ] Box Car Racer
[x] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] saves the day
[god that one was pathetic.]

STREET PUNK

[ ] The Unseen
[ ] The Casualties
[ ] GBH
[ ] The Varukers
[ ] Cock Sparrer
[ ] The Virus
[ ] The Exploited
[ ] Sham 69
[ ] Lower Class Brats
[ ]Clit 45
[ ] U.S. Bombs
[ ]Leftover Crack
[ ]Subhumans
[ ] Anti-Nowhere League

CRUST PUNK

[ ] Amebix
[ ] Aus-Rotten
[ ] His Hero Is Gone
[ ] Nausea
[ ] Crass
[ ] From Ashes Rise
[ ] Skitsystem
[ ] Rudimentary Peni
[ ] Extreme Noise Terror
[ ] Tragedy
[ ] Wolfbrigade
[ ] Anti-Product
.

RAP

[x] Ying Yang Twins
[x] Bubba Sparxxx
[x] Paul Wall
[x] Jay-Z
[x] Nas
[ ] DMX
[ ] Ice Cube
[ ] Tupac Shakur
[x] Jamie Foxx
[ ] Cypress Hill
[ ] Ludacris
[ ] Lil Jon
[x] Eminem
[ ] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye west
[ ] Bow Wow
[ ] Wu Tang Clan

HIP-HOP

[ ] Dilated Peoples
[ ] Mos Def
[ ] Atmosphere
[ ] Sage Francis (just one song, but i like it a lot)
[ ] Talib Kweli
[ ] Aesop Rock
[ ] Blackalicious
[ ] Souls of Mischief
[ ] MF DOOM
[ ] Jurassic 5
[ ] Jedi Mind Tricks
[ ] Common
[ ] Gangstarr
[ ] Black Star
[ ] A Tribe Called Quest
[ ] Ghostface Killa
[ ] Beastie Boys
[ ] Pete Rock
[ ] De La Soul
[ ] Necro
[ ] Immortal Technique
[ ] Ill Bill

SKA

[ ] Streetlight Manifesto
[ ] The Mighty Mighty Bosstones
[ ] Big D and The Kids Table
[ ] The Toasters
[ ] Goldfinger
[x] The Aquabats
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] Fortunado
[ ] Skankin' Pickle
[ ] Madness
[ ] The Skatalites
[ ] Voodoo Glowskulls
[ ] Five Iron Frenzy
[ ] Tip The Van
[ ] Stealing From Peter
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Catch 22

CLASSIC ROCK

[ ] The Doors
[x] The Beatles
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Clash
[x] The Who
[x] Aerosmith
[x] Black Sabbath
[x] The Kinks
[x] Kiss
[x] The Ramones
[x MAZ.] Pink Floyd
[x] Led Zepplin
[x] Heart
[x] Guns N Roses
[x] Jimi Hendrix

90's ALTERNATIVE

[X] Sublime
[ ] Cake
[x] Spin Doctors
[x] Smashing Pumpkins
[ ] Gin Blossoms
[ ] Alice In Chains
[ ]Soundgarden
[ ] Toad the Wet Sprocket
[ ] 311
[ ] Live
[ ] Bush
[x] Third Eye Blind
[ ] Goo Goo dolls
[ ] Barenaked Ladies
[ ] Counting Crows
[x] No Doubt
[x] Nirvana

INDUSTRIAL

[ ] KMFDM
[ ] Ministry
[ali did.] Nine Inch Nails
[ ] Laibach
[ ] Einst?rzende Neubauten
[ ] Skinny Puppy
[ ] Front Line Assembly
[ ] VNV Nation
[ ] Crossbreed
[ ] :wumpscut:
[ ] Throbbing Gristle
[ ] Hocico
[ ] Combichrist
[ ] Assemblage 23
[ ] Front 242
[ ] Funker Vogt
[ ] Psyclon 9
[ ] Suicide Commando
[ ] Grendel
[ ] Nitzer Ebb
[ ] Haujobb
[ ] The Birthday Massacre
[ ] Mortiis

ELECTROCLASH

[ ] Ladytron
[ ] Fischerspooner
[XXXXXX] Peaches
[ ] ADULT
[ ] Freezepop
[ ] Daft Punk
[x] Goldfrapp
[x] Shiny Toy Guns
[ ] Clear Static
[x] The Faint
[ ] The Knife
[ ] She Wants Revenge
[ ] Chicks on Speed
[ ] LCD Soundsystem
[ ] Dirty Sanchez
[x] Le Tigre

ELECTRONICA

[ ] The Chemical Brothers
[ ] Prodigy
[ ] Moby
[ ] The Crystal Method
[ ] Aphex Twin
[ ] Basement Jaxx
[ ] Juno Reactor
[ ] Amon Tobin
[ ] Orbital
[ ] Paul Oakenfold
[ ] Unkle
[ ] Tricky
[x] Benny Benassi
[ ] Photek
[ ] Roni Size
[ ] LTJ Bukem
[ ] Boom Bip

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 00:06:17 GMT

dissapointment.
=(

life is

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 21:45:37 GMT

not very fair.
so i go to the orthodontist, with intent [and the appoinment to match] to get my braces REMOVED. of course, since life is, as i said, not fair, they were not removed [this is also cuz of the fact that dr. sobler is a fucking perfectionist and/or an ass]. not only were they not removed, but i had something called a "power strip" put on that is going to squeeze all my teeth together and close all gaps. now, instead of lacking braces, they severely hurt [at least for 2-5 days]. in addition, i had to get new glasses cuz my other ones broke and i needed them just in case. see, just in case is pretty frequent for me. so of course, i want to pick a pair of glasses i like and the fit/suit me. so we go to a place that is on my dad's insurance. it is called "looking good optical." so clearly nothing good can come from a place that makes you seem like you have "feelin' good insurance." we go in and the lady sets me up with three pairs to choose from. THREE PAIRS. that fit of course. i'm sorry. that is just fucking CHEAP. so of course i pick the first pair i see so i can just leave and never ever EVER EVER where these things. EVER. fuck!

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 01:12:58 GMT

why do people feel like they can talk shit about me when i'm not even three feet in front to them?
confusing.
how could anyone have the capacity
the audacity
the ACITY
to do that?
rude i say!
RUDE!
but i think
i've gotten past
most juvenille stuff like that
except
for rejection
on fucking halloween!
all of you out there in the whole world are dumb stupid jackasses.

love,
matt